Thank you honey for the lovely mp3 player... I really reallllly like it.. Sometimes i wish mp3 players have alarm clocks too!
Saturday, October 23, 2010
Yo dudes and dudettes~ I thought since I was up so late and feeling extremely bored.. I should blog a post.
Today, Kai, Anuar, Fahmi and I went to Kai's house for a mini goreng/jamming session. It surprising how we all fit into Kai's room, including Kai's gf, An.
It was really realllllly hard to play without a drummer. Everyone sounded off beat, it was so confusing haha. However, singing without a mic and singing with being able to hear yourself is still the best! However, as time went on, I was screaming again hahaha. Somehow I think the acoustic audition would be better for me. More relaxed, you know?
The problem is.... until now, we still don't have a name... hahaha everyone is working their hardest! We are slowly but surely getting there. I doubt the acoustics will be a problem. Some rehearsals should do it. When it is acoustics, I like to drag the song slower hhaaha, well that's what my heart and emotions are telling me to do. I hope the rest would follow my tempo just this once~ =P
Goreng session was crazy again.. Kai just opened a riff on his laptop. And we pass the guitar around, making our own solos. It was really fun! Kai was obviously an expert in goreng-ing already. Anuar has a whole lot of potential, Fahmi too! I... have never played guitar before.. I just tried a few techniques I saw the guys doing. And a few random notes, even though sometimes I missed the string and played another string instead... T^T But Anuar said it sounded nice! hahaha power of goreng..
Is it always so hard to find names for bands? hahaha I really love this band. Everyone is so hardworking and have so much potential (except me). I will go crazy every time I play with them hahaha. People say I drunk..
Another issue... I hope my face doesn't turn red when I perform.. T^T It has been a real problem for me.. I wish I can't blush.. People say I turn really red when I laugh too hard or am embarrassed.. It's even more embarrassing when I know that I'm shining red.
It started during sec 3! I seriously did not blush before that! I was even the one making fun of people who blushed. But the nest year, I was the one being made fun off! HAHAHA serves me right I guess.. I shall try not to laugh at others anymore T^T.
When it gets late, nonsense just keeps flowing in, huh? hahaha. I can go on for pages! But I guess I'd spare you guys the agony~
-Ren "Rolling Thunder Potato"-ing away!
PS. Goreng means playing it randomly. Just playing what you feel.
PPS. Rolling thunder potato used to be Anuar's nickname.
Today, Kai, Anuar, Fahmi and I went to Kai's house for a mini goreng/jamming session. It surprising how we all fit into Kai's room, including Kai's gf, An.
It was really realllllly hard to play without a drummer. Everyone sounded off beat, it was so confusing haha. However, singing without a mic and singing with being able to hear yourself is still the best! However, as time went on, I was screaming again hahaha. Somehow I think the acoustic audition would be better for me. More relaxed, you know?
The problem is.... until now, we still don't have a name... hahaha everyone is working their hardest! We are slowly but surely getting there. I doubt the acoustics will be a problem. Some rehearsals should do it. When it is acoustics, I like to drag the song slower hhaaha, well that's what my heart and emotions are telling me to do. I hope the rest would follow my tempo just this once~ =P
Goreng session was crazy again.. Kai just opened a riff on his laptop. And we pass the guitar around, making our own solos. It was really fun! Kai was obviously an expert in goreng-ing already. Anuar has a whole lot of potential, Fahmi too! I... have never played guitar before.. I just tried a few techniques I saw the guys doing. And a few random notes, even though sometimes I missed the string and played another string instead... T^T But Anuar said it sounded nice! hahaha power of goreng..
Is it always so hard to find names for bands? hahaha I really love this band. Everyone is so hardworking and have so much potential (except me). I will go crazy every time I play with them hahaha. People say I drunk..
Another issue... I hope my face doesn't turn red when I perform.. T^T It has been a real problem for me.. I wish I can't blush.. People say I turn really red when I laugh too hard or am embarrassed.. It's even more embarrassing when I know that I'm shining red.
It started during sec 3! I seriously did not blush before that! I was even the one making fun of people who blushed. But the nest year, I was the one being made fun off! HAHAHA serves me right I guess.. I shall try not to laugh at others anymore T^T.
When it gets late, nonsense just keeps flowing in, huh? hahaha. I can go on for pages! But I guess I'd spare you guys the agony~
-Ren "Rolling Thunder Potato"-ing away!
PS. Goreng means playing it randomly. Just playing what you feel.
PPS. Rolling thunder potato used to be Anuar's nickname.
Sunday, October 17, 2010
Hey peeps! Finally got of my lazy ass to blog a happy post hahaha. It's been an OKAY week I guess. My new band and I have started jamming! For our first jamming, it was pretty awesome. I can't wait to jam again. Goreng (anyhow play) was damn fun! hahaa
I am currently thinking of our band name.. And I have some pretty good ones.. haha hopefully the band will like it as well! im so excited.
-Going all out for gakuensai and EOY!
I am currently thinking of our band name.. And I have some pretty good ones.. haha hopefully the band will like it as well! im so excited.
-Going all out for gakuensai and EOY!
Monday, October 11, 2010
i cant sleep.. thinking about you. thinking about the things you said.. its not i never ask why u treat me differently from the others. i did... if you think about it carefully.. ive always been asking. all the time. its just those times.. u choose to say "nothing" or "dont want to talk". you noe i want us to be happy. i noe im at wrong in places too. i also noe u are really reconsidering over and over again but... i really love you..
i just want u to noe its normal to quarrel, to fight, to cry among couples. i noe there are places i can improve too. but i nid u to tell me where.. at the same time maybe u can do the same too.. we dun really have to fight over things like that.. if only you willingly spoke ur mind.. i cant read ur mind anymore.. i also dunno wad to believe anymore. promises dun mean anything already. and pretending wont save anybody.
i cant bear to lose you but sometimes i want to feel wanted too. u never really seemed interested in the stuff i do.. in the end im the one following you around. finding u aft this, finding you aft that.. i noe ur parents keep a close eye on you.. so i cant expect much.. but how about small things? even the tiniest.. like reaching out to hold my hand can make me feel wanted.
I feel like im replaceable. so many guys out there for the picking. guys that even like you. you ask me to find another girl when we fight, as if you dont care, or cant be happier.. i want you so badly, i want you to love me even more.. ive been going thru a tough time this week. i noe u have too.. im trying to support you but.. i guess im not the type.. it would be nice if i could feel some support too..
i noe you are very busy.. but sometimes i want to feel i come first u noe? like how i treat u as my number one priority. u ask me to not make my world revolve around you. thats impossible. you know why? because i love you too much...
i dun nid a mum or an older sister to set an example for me.. or lecture me.. i nid a gf who will lie her head on my shoulders voluntarily as if even if the world crumbles, she wont let go.. maybe u are not that type of girl, is wad u might think.. but really are this really that hard?
i noe by saying this u would only get more mad and probably cry.. and i would actually defeat the purpose of this blog. but i cant help but want to type my feelings out. im willing to change as long as u tell me whats going on. but u wont tell me. because of that. we fight..
why dun u juz tell me, and we can avoid all this fighting.. i noe u dun want to feel like tt anymore.. neither do i.. dont u think we have to change the way we do things? that is if you still want me.
I think after this.. i shld be able to sleep. or at least cry to sleep. i really wish u can understand since u do not want to tell me ur thoughts. i just want to hear ur thoughts as well... we can do it. i believe it.. but its up to you.. this time it really is..
this three words may seem like meaningless words to you. and no need to say them. but to me, they actually mean something.. as long as u say these 3 words, i noe im not alone. and i can sleep peacefully knowing everything is alright. These 3 words that changed my life.
I love you.
i just want u to noe its normal to quarrel, to fight, to cry among couples. i noe there are places i can improve too. but i nid u to tell me where.. at the same time maybe u can do the same too.. we dun really have to fight over things like that.. if only you willingly spoke ur mind.. i cant read ur mind anymore.. i also dunno wad to believe anymore. promises dun mean anything already. and pretending wont save anybody.
i cant bear to lose you but sometimes i want to feel wanted too. u never really seemed interested in the stuff i do.. in the end im the one following you around. finding u aft this, finding you aft that.. i noe ur parents keep a close eye on you.. so i cant expect much.. but how about small things? even the tiniest.. like reaching out to hold my hand can make me feel wanted.
I feel like im replaceable. so many guys out there for the picking. guys that even like you. you ask me to find another girl when we fight, as if you dont care, or cant be happier.. i want you so badly, i want you to love me even more.. ive been going thru a tough time this week. i noe u have too.. im trying to support you but.. i guess im not the type.. it would be nice if i could feel some support too..
i noe you are very busy.. but sometimes i want to feel i come first u noe? like how i treat u as my number one priority. u ask me to not make my world revolve around you. thats impossible. you know why? because i love you too much...
i dun nid a mum or an older sister to set an example for me.. or lecture me.. i nid a gf who will lie her head on my shoulders voluntarily as if even if the world crumbles, she wont let go.. maybe u are not that type of girl, is wad u might think.. but really are this really that hard?
i noe by saying this u would only get more mad and probably cry.. and i would actually defeat the purpose of this blog. but i cant help but want to type my feelings out. im willing to change as long as u tell me whats going on. but u wont tell me. because of that. we fight..
why dun u juz tell me, and we can avoid all this fighting.. i noe u dun want to feel like tt anymore.. neither do i.. dont u think we have to change the way we do things? that is if you still want me.
I think after this.. i shld be able to sleep. or at least cry to sleep. i really wish u can understand since u do not want to tell me ur thoughts. i just want to hear ur thoughts as well... we can do it. i believe it.. but its up to you.. this time it really is..
this three words may seem like meaningless words to you. and no need to say them. but to me, they actually mean something.. as long as u say these 3 words, i noe im not alone. and i can sleep peacefully knowing everything is alright. These 3 words that changed my life.
I love you.
Sunday, October 10, 2010
You know. You are jealous of your friends blissfulness. But you don't see a point in making your boyfriend happy. If you want blissfulness, you have to chase after it and earn it. Not sit, stare at other people and be jealous. They have gone through their fair share of conflicts. The difference is, they actually talk about it and try to reason things out. AND they progress from there.. If you can't change, blissfulness will never come. Because I can't be the only one chasing it. It's high time I stopped giving way and stand on equal footing as you. If you really want this to work, learn to be a girlfriend. Not a 40 year old single.
I on the other hand, will always be waiting. Waiting for the day you finally want to chase that blissfulness with me, together. Until then, try to understand why this is not working. If you realize, we are always stuck at this point and never moving on. Pretending won't help, keeping it in won't help, neither would trying to be mean, help. Think about it, talk to your friends if you must. Try and understand what I'm saying, for I will always be wanting to listen to your side of the story. I never liked to probe.
I hope you will understand soon. Because, you know I can never stand to be far too long from you. That will always be my weakness.
I love you.
I on the other hand, will always be waiting. Waiting for the day you finally want to chase that blissfulness with me, together. Until then, try to understand why this is not working. If you realize, we are always stuck at this point and never moving on. Pretending won't help, keeping it in won't help, neither would trying to be mean, help. Think about it, talk to your friends if you must. Try and understand what I'm saying, for I will always be wanting to listen to your side of the story. I never liked to probe.
I hope you will understand soon. Because, you know I can never stand to be far too long from you. That will always be my weakness.
I love you.
Friday, October 8, 2010
This will be a really short post 'cause it's really late now, and if my mum catches me, I'm doomed.
Today I hung out with Fahmi and Anuar at TRCC in Republic Polytechnic. I think we more or less planned out our setlist and our lineup after soooo many changes. I will not tell you guys the setlist, but it is pretty easy to guess haha.
Currently the lineup now is Kai and Fahmi (Gui), Anuar (Bas), Mev (Dru), Me (Vox). We did a little jamming in TRCC. Anuar even brought his amp down! haha he was forced to I think. Considering that it is our first time practicing these songs, and Anuar who just read the tabs today, we were considerably good for a late start. But it was really fun hanging out with them again.
Ciao~
(sorry for the abrupt ending ><)
Today I hung out with Fahmi and Anuar at TRCC in Republic Polytechnic. I think we more or less planned out our setlist and our lineup after soooo many changes. I will not tell you guys the setlist, but it is pretty easy to guess haha.
Currently the lineup now is Kai and Fahmi (Gui), Anuar (Bas), Mev (Dru), Me (Vox). We did a little jamming in TRCC. Anuar even brought his amp down! haha he was forced to I think. Considering that it is our first time practicing these songs, and Anuar who just read the tabs today, we were considerably good for a late start. But it was really fun hanging out with them again.
Ciao~
(sorry for the abrupt ending ><)
Sunday, October 3, 2010
HELLO PEOPLE!!
Yes yes I know I haven't been blogging recently. THEREFORE, I shall do it now! Lucky for you guys, it's not an emo rant either!
I am quite excited to go out with my toufu tomorrowwww.. If only she can bring mochii (our new hamster) to accompany me..
BUT don don don~~ I have started working guys.. I pretty much like my job so far.. I have not met my lady boss yet. I'm not sure if I want to meet her or not. Some people say she is scary. But from it seems she is really funny. SO I'm really in a bad dilemma. Today she asked me and my colleague to crossdress as maids and take pictures. 'Cause the shop above ours is a maid cafe and also owned by her. HAHAHA cute right, our lady boss hahaa. But I wonder what she looks like~ ^_^ I can't wait! ...I think.. HAHAHA
JAAAA NEEE!
Yes yes I know I haven't been blogging recently. THEREFORE, I shall do it now! Lucky for you guys, it's not an emo rant either!
I am quite excited to go out with my toufu tomorrowwww.. If only she can bring mochii (our new hamster) to accompany me..
BUT don don don~~ I have started working guys.. I pretty much like my job so far.. I have not met my lady boss yet. I'm not sure if I want to meet her or not. Some people say she is scary. But from it seems she is really funny. SO I'm really in a bad dilemma. Today she asked me and my colleague to crossdress as maids and take pictures. 'Cause the shop above ours is a maid cafe and also owned by her. HAHAHA cute right, our lady boss hahaa. But I wonder what she looks like~ ^_^ I can't wait! ...I think.. HAHAHA
JAAAA NEEE!
Saturday, October 2, 2010
Even though I felt a little down just now. It's nice to have friends that you can count on (anuar and fahmi~). I now forming the band is really tough and needs commitment and $$ too. I'm going to go all out. Anuar, Fahmi, are you guys willing to fight with me? We are all very inexperienced, young and poor.. But I believe we got the chemistry.. Remember the time when we were all just starting? Somehow we managed to play a song that sounds like one in... how long? haha.
But I'm going to improve! We are going to improve together.. right guys!? and i think we need a new name hahaha.
FOR GAKUENSAI ON THE 3RD OF DEC and hopefully the gig on the 30th oct! UUUUUURRRRRRRYYYYYYYAAAAAA!
But I'm going to improve! We are going to improve together.. right guys!? and i think we need a new name hahaha.
FOR GAKUENSAI ON THE 3RD OF DEC and hopefully the gig on the 30th oct! UUUUUURRRRRRRYYYYYYYAAAAAA!
